Monday, November 23

Hey peeps ,

I've been busy and packed with

Road safety campaign advertising assignment

Moral exam on 26th

Blue Sand Project for multimedia design assignment

And other random tasks that I've been assign to do .

Will be away from the blogging world a while . i guess .
Christmas and year end hols is around the corner ,
so much to do , so much to plan yet so little time.
Gonna burn some hole in my pocket too .

P/s :
Miss Michelle ling ling , any plans where to go?
Let's crash your house and watch movie :)

Ruby pan menyee , our cookies ingredients haven't expired aight?

signing out , have a nice day peeps

Friday, November 13

Ever doubt your own capabilities ? You worry you cant live up to people's expectation ? Feel pressure and get paranoid that you cant stand by your own? Everyone tells you to do your very best is already enough but deep down inside you , you still feel you can do better but it just doesn't always seem to go your way ?

sound like some product selling intro? i still have mood for lame jokes

Nope , seriously this is how i currently feel .

We all sometimes have really bizzare thoughts and most of them begin with - What if ? Growing up is scary , fun in other way too but who knows what's waiting for you . Its like when you go to sleep at night , you have your soft toys all around but your still feel unsafe cause you think there's a imaginary monster below your bed ? Don't mind me i have wild imagination . My mind wanders a lot . I dream every time when i fall asleep . If there is no threats in your life but you still feel fear , maybe you just need protection from believing your own thoughts . I guess.

I am 1 more month close to turn officially 19 this year , estimate 1 more year to get my ballet cert , 2 more months to internship , 6 more months more to graduate and most probably spreading my own wings later on , no ? Going out to the real world where my parents once protect me from , the danger and the chances .

If only i have a minute to see what's going to happen to my future .
( I am not over reacting ain't i ? or is it just me freaking out ? )
Jeez , Life is one hell of a roller coaster .

signing out , have a nice day peeps

Friday, November 13

I admit sometimes i get irritated and annoyed at my parents , close friends and friends who cares cause they tend to keep me all to themselves ( the parents ) , nag me from day to dawn , don't let me do stuff that i want to do or go to places where i want to go , advice me this and that but sometimes i think is crap that i do not need any advices but in the actual reason they just simply care . I never bothered to thank them and tell them how grateful i am that i have them and yet i still take them for granted .

I know it sound cheesy and all , just let me be

Like every other teens in the world all i crave is freedom and the joy to do anything without barriers , not fully i know my limits of course . I was watching 2012 the other day , and i kept thinking i wouldn't want to die with a heavy grief inside me . Losing loved one is a difficult time to go through , when my grandma passed away , no doubt i cried like no one business . Is never easy and to many. Once you lose it there's no chance to hit the restart button . Many people shy away from this because they feel they don’t have it in them anymore to give or take love. They decide to spend their days in memories.

I am not always like this ,
splurging out deep down feelings , i just had to blog this out

If whoever might not heard of the movie 2012 , is a disaster movie crafts this apocalyptic thriller following the prophecy stated by the ancient Mayan calendar, which says that the world will come to an end on December 21, 2012. When a global cataclysm thrusts the world into chaos, divorced writer and father Jackson Curtis ( John Cusack ) sci-fi joins the race to ensure that humankind is not completely wiped out .

I admit , i cried , throughout the movie .

Even when i watch time traveler's wife too . Family and Love . Who can bear if you lose both of these ? Unless your some heart-less creature . If you think whatever i am typing now are bullshit , you can now kindly fudge off my blog and don't even bothered to come back again . Thank you very much . I wanted to change the tone of this post and people may relate but i didn't want to turn this post into a normal usual daily thingy . So , ditching my shy-ness away and here it goes .

" Mom and dad if you ever read this , i don't say this often . I heart you both a lot . You too silly popiah Anselm .

Ling , Ruby and Mabeline . I will always be there if you need me .

My lesbo sisters at work Catherine , Stephanie and Siaw Feng . I care .

And the whole bunch of college mates bros esp you Joesy , you guys rocks ."

Just incase i don't have any chance to say these before anything happens . Who knows what might happen tomorrow . I am saying this out proud and loud . How bout you ?

signing out , have a nice day peeps

Monday, November 9

Do you still read the newspaper ? Talking bout newspaper , nowadays you can either read the news from dot.coms or paper made from trees . I don't usually read the news online cause i have other things grabbing my attention away such as the famous obviously-you-should-know-website ; Facebook , Blog hopping , Online window shopping and last but not least research for my assignments .

So ten minutes ago i was reading the newspaper online at the star online website and i stumble upon this article about a drunk Viet killed after trying to cut a friend’s leg . It was a usual typical news to me but the part that made me gag is where it happened . Not a famous place to be bothered or what but the fact is i did my moral project there . What ... i went there last few weeks ago . So it does matter . at least to me lah .

KUALA LUMPUR:

A Vietnamese was stabbed to death after he tried to chop off his friend’s leg in a drunken stupor.Nong Viet Dan, who had been drinking heavily, returned to his home in Taman Prima, Selayang at about 2am yesterday and entered his friend’s room. He then tried cutting his sleeping friend’s leg with a kitchen knife.The friend woke up and a scuffle ensued during which Nong was stabbed in the chest. He was rushed to the Selayang Hospital but was pronounced dead at around 9am yesterday.Gombak OCPD Asst Comm Abdul Rahim Abdullah confirmed the incident and said police had arrested the friend.

Yada yada yada , Taman Prima Selayang .

Yes , there .

Lucky it didn't happen when we're there . Just by thinking of it , it kinda send chills down my spine . No seriously , imagine if i was really there that very day and were separate into groups , each given a house unit to clean and decorate the place . What if we're put into that very house ? What if when we open the door we saw blood splattered everywhere like how you see in the morning market butcher section or like in the movie SAW ? What if everybody freak out ; stunned and peed in thier pants ? Eww , Gross .

During moral class :)

signing out , have a nice day peeps

Sunday, November 8

Like every other usual average teenagers , my life for the past few week were packed with assignments . Well its not completely all about assignments i have other stuffs to do . Other stuff to do - have nothing got to do with the word play , i meant real work . One of it was the brochure , i did blog bout it before ? yea i had to edit a whole lot of stuff esp the typography cause there's a few readability errors and Mr boss keep pestering me do a lot of printing samples . Fyi the brochure is gonna mail out to a few of sunway resident area so its kinda like a big thing , have to do properly .

A very random picture of the recent me minus the
"I've already trim and cut my bangs . myself "

I have phobia ppl cutting my fringe .
There's once i told the hairdresser to slightly trim it but
the next thing i knew i see A LOT of hairs falling right before my eyes .
and when i look up my fringe looks like its been bitten off or something

My mom bought me this adorable set of mirrors
and a friend of mine gave me the comb
All bought separately from different shops .

And i accidentally flush my comb down the Tbowl .
I didn't know it fell into the bowl until i heard cracking sounds when i flush
I stood there with my mouth wide open for approx 1 min .
Gasp .

My group was suppose to shoot a short video
( this explain the busy with assignment part )

Quoted by a lecturer :
we art people have 30percent more creative thinking skills than the usual people

and there's a clubbing scene in it so we decided to "create" the scene

since we cant go into a real club to shoot the exact environment .

Now you can see why joesy is recording the arcade ddr lights

We had to pay so the machine lights can blink and

we ended up playing a few rounds of ddr

Btw we ate Carl's junior for lunch .

I bet all the food inside our stomach is damn disgusting with the jumping and all

We even promise to set a day where everyone meet up at the arcade

with a proper attire and rm10 each to so call work out . LOL

What ... its cheaper than the usual gym fees werd ,

dont blame us , we're students :P

Incase your wondering what does DDR means : dance dance revolution

And a little sneak peak from a scene of our blue sands project ;)

signing out , have a nice day peeps

Sunday, November 1

I typed a-u-r-e-a in google

nothing much appeared then i typed

a-u-r-e-a-ness and whoa

LOL very random !

Try typing your name , you might be surprised .

signing out , have a nice day peeps