One of my high school friend once told me : if you want to be better than other ppl , first you have to win yourself than only you can better than other ppl ...
I'm really really tired and fed up of caring things around me and taking every precautions i could to avoid bad things to stomp over me or trying my very best to make everything perfect . i know things cant be perfect as no one is but who won't hope that things just go perfectly well ?
i very seldom blog my feeling on blog but i really don't know where to blurt all my craps out of me anymore . i don't care who is Reading my blog as long after i blurt all this craps i will feel better . yea i wish . i want to go out to the streets and start yelling like no one else , screaming mean vulgar words but no matter how loud or many times i yell it ain't gonna solve my damn problems and it will make me regret later . cause i tried . not on the streets lar of course . my other options is cry till my tears dried up and my eyeballs pop up . and yea this makes me feel much more better
man , i wish i could lean on something . i think I'll stop here if not , more random craps of me will be seen here in public ...
i am okay .. i guess
signing out , have a nice day peeps =))
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