Never say I don't live a hard life . The fact is no one know what's in my head , no one knows I'm in such a big huge pile of mess. The weight of my undone works lays on my back. No one is capable to help me and i feel like bailing. The strength to keep it up is what i lack. My nightmares, how in the world would i cope as i am tired to care. I act happy at home and put a fake smile on my face everywhere i go .
So here i am now telling the world my life is full of problems to care . And i am always worrying 24/7 till now as if it never ends. My brain is always racing, and i don't pause for a breath. Just keeps pushing, escalating whatever left.
I never once admit i am in stress neither do i ask "why me ?" and always tell myself i have shyt loads of strength. I tried . i tried really really hard cant anybody just notice how hard i tried ?
I am not okay . Don't ask me .
signing out , have a nice day peeps =))
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