I have so much so much in my mind now and i feel like jumping off a cliff and yell as loud as i possibly could till my lungs pop out .
My mood swing is driving me crazy . The next minute i feel like shutting down the world in front of me and the other second i feel like whoever pist me off the thoughts of doing something really mean to them until the extend of having the urge to tear them apart . I have loads of hi-bye friends but not even a single close friends to have a heart to heart talk with . I have trust issue , i have difficulties trusting people . Probably because of this i don't open myself to the people around me or maybe no one actually really cares , too busy on their own . Sometimes i really need someone to hear my rant , bullshit and daily reports but i just don't know who to blah out to , as in , in reality .
I really do feel lonely sometimes . deep down .
Bah . I'm being all emotional up here now .
Forget bout those crappies above . Its close to 4.30am now . Ta !
singing out , have a nice day peeps
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