Thursday, September 17

Ever felt soooo angry , incensed , enraged , infuriated , furious , mad ; provoked

that even how many vulgar words you spit , saying words that slap faces cant even release your anger , minds that imagine things that you would never thought you will do but would like to do , just by imagining to relieve yourself a little . Next thing you knew it not worth wasting your energy down the drain . But after a few minutes later you notice you just cant seem to get over it . It just make you keep on thinking . Thinking that you already tried your very best , giving out 101percent that you were suppose too and trying not to screw anything up . Continuously telling yourself to work harder close to being a perfectionist even though nothing is perfect .

That's what i am feeling right now .

I don't seem to have any reason why should i blog it out here as i don't think it can even make me feel better a little less or so , as there is some people i would not like to mention and let them know that i am actually referring them , i doubt that if they knew they would think i am some mean bad ass person and put the blame all on me (Oh wait , they already did , right ...) saying that they are awesomely off the the roof whereas outta all the people i told bout the problem , it concludes that it were more bout them being cocky silly and to add more spice - they being lame and childish . So i am shutting my eyes away and ignore .

Phew

Am feeling better already :)

At least a little

signing out , have a nice day peeps