Saturday, 26 December 2009

Saturday, December 26

Staying in today . Was suppose to clean my room today and hang up the mountains of clothes that's been piling up in my wardrobe like forever . Urgh and my study table , bah its even worst .

So much has been happening in my life , times that I was away from this blog.
Its hard to race up everything that's been chasing me as the clock keeps ticking .
Things just keep coming up at me .
No matter am i ready or not .
How friends just come and go , no warnings at all .
Left alone and problems that i wouldn't want to talk bout it .
Stuff that i just wanna keep it all to myself .

Whatever it is, it's not cool.

And shush - I am not PMSing .

In this peaceful state (I'm alone at home now),
I find it very easy to focus my thoughts on the things I wanted. I thought about doing a good job at work . I thought about making life successful but i know there is no easy peasy way . I thought of the consequences and decision that i have to face . I thought about how much money will i make in the future , I thought about the great problems .

Thoughts that just flow while I'm day dreaming on the bed .
I am not emo btw . This is what blogging is about right ?

Hmm i guess I'll just follow the flow .
Stop being paranoid aurea chan .
Chillax will you .

signing out , have a nice day peeps

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