I like to go from A to C without getting pass B

The guy on the right is fish .

Don't ask me why ,

We've been calling him that since semester one .

He says : I'm going to convert to gay tomorrow
jokingly . wait . or real ?
And our random conversation goes on .
What to do , in Malaysian studies class werd .

A lot has been happening.

A lot has been on my mind.

Probably its just me being an average teenage girl or

I have a hyperactive mind that constantly keep dream/think/imagine

from stuff that don't exist till shitty problems i had in life

I wish based on my maroon silver clock that hangs on the wall of my bedroom would stop ticking and the batteries lodged at the back have died out, leaving its three hands stop moving while I have the whole time to reminisce.


If only I could easily control time like how I can easily climb up an old chair, take down the clock, replace the old batteries with new ones, and wind the hands to read the time I would want it to read.


If only i had the power the world would
probably fall apart if it were in the wrong hands, like mine.

I guess that's why the only One who has a hand over it is God.

Amen !

Picture taken by shalei

Sometimes i hate my life so much i feel like walking away from everything
Screw whoever is related to me
And start a new life or just might as well end it.

But after a phase of going through it,
I'm just grateful with the awesome people i have,
that they've been supporting me all they way,
and i didn't even notice . woopss .

Cheesy aight ? Nope , I'm not having my menstrual .
Not being emotional . just thankful .
Or maybe my hormones ?

Oh, i hearts whoever hates me too :)

signing out , have a nice day peeps