RIP Pinky Pointe Shoe

I *sniff* painted my favourite pointe shoes .

This was how it looks like before i painted it .

(refer above picture)

Its in pastel pink with dirty stains that been through thick and thin exams with me .

Taken last week during class with my hand phone .

Explains the pixelated quality .

Now its in red . not even my fave colour .
For the sake of this week performance .
Heart . Very . Pain .

What makes it worst , that this is gonna be my last pair of pointe shoes .

Cause its my last grade already .

After I'm done with this performance . I'm done with ballet .

Planning to take up hip hop instead .

Wanted to keep my pinky pointe shoe in original shape .

Hoped so hard that teacher wont ask us to paint in red .

BUT . BUT . BUT .
YER . WHY . NOOOOOOO .

*kneels under the rain , plays sad violin music and cry*

signing out , have a nice day peeps