Does it even matters ?

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?
re figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,

What do you say?

This is what just happen , i type a lot click publish post and my line got dc for no reason , get connected again and here i am half of my post went mia . Anyway , i was blogging bout how emo i am for the past few days . I rarely go out putting real smiles on my face or after answering a question then turn my head without rolling my eyes and get annoyed easily . I am choosy when it comes to picking close friends . Being betray is one shyt to deal with so i rather stay alone than having an untrustworthy bff or even i have one is either they don't stay for long or just go separate path . Yea, honestly i do feel jealous that some ppl found their lifetime bff and i haven't found mine yet thus i do not have a bff now except for one which is on the other side of the globe , pan men yee get your ass back to Malaysia cause i am dead bored here without you . I miss taking breaths of joy without having stuff that been going on behind my head replaying gazillion times . Doing something without thinking twice what are the consequences and results will be . like just go bungee jumping off the cliff without bothering what will happen next. It's been too long a time since I spent quality time just talking about people, places, and random things or just enjoying people's presence in thoughtful silence. There's a lot of things to me that no one else can be.

signing out , have a nice day peeps