Find the nerves to speak my mind

Before i start saying things that arent pleasant to know or listen
or start blabbling out emotional stuff that werent meant to spill
I should prolly leave this blog alone a while till i'm feeling better
Sometimes because of my depression,
I feel as though my emotions are like a fried wire cord,
handing out exposed sparkling ends that everyone else in the world
might get insulation around their emotions to protect them,
Last few days i felt as though i've been swept away by a crazy tornado
Feeling depressed deep inside .

But I walk through with my emotions daily
Constantly acting strong as if like nothing just happen
So today I’m trying to move forward a baby step
put the issues out of my mind and focus on rejuvenating myself

I'm gonna put those mistake memories behind me
I’m not sure exactly sure on how to do that but i'll give it a go

Okay , so done with this emo post .
Signing out with another current fave song .

What am I afraid of a finding?
I know what I'm thinking
But the words won't come out

Devon Werkheiser- If Eyes Could Speak