Monday, 12 October 2009

Monday, October 12

I , aurea have a huge problem .

I don't seem to feel motivated to do anything nor get inspired to do any of my assignments , been googling , deviantart-ing , getty image-ing , searching for tutorials around for the past few nights just to get inspired but it doesn't seem to drive me to anywhere not even a lil teeny weeny idea to get me moving and yet my due date is getting closer day by day and i haven't moved an inch yet ,

My folder is full of research images and my brain is piling up with thoughts of pictures slash images i want to create an awesome piece of artwork but i just don't know where to start from . I tried open a blank page and forced myself to work cause as i thought you know get my engine to warm up so i might get myself moving later on but i ended up staring at my blank sheet from seconds to minutes .

I'm willing to take the necessary steps to get where i want but i'm lacking of something maybe I'm just going through a phase of not getting imbued with the spirit to do anything .This explain why am i not blogging much already :(

I hate this feeling ,
making me feel so unproductive , so useless .

I just need that lil something to push me , lead me to get back on track .

signing out , have a nice day peeps

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