Friday, November 13

I admit sometimes i get irritated and annoyed at my parents , close friends and friends who cares cause they tend to keep me all to themselves ( the parents ) , nag me from day to dawn , don't let me do stuff that i want to do or go to places where i want to go , advice me this and that but sometimes i think is crap that i do not need any advices but in the actual reason they just simply care . I never bothered to thank them and tell them how grateful i am that i have them and yet i still take them for granted .

I know it sound cheesy and all , just let me be

Like every other teens in the world all i crave is freedom and the joy to do anything without barriers , not fully i know my limits of course . I was watching 2012 the other day , and i kept thinking i wouldn't want to die with a heavy grief inside me . Losing loved one is a difficult time to go through , when my grandma passed away , no doubt i cried like no one business . Is never easy and to many. Once you lose it there's no chance to hit the restart button . Many people shy away from this because they feel they don’t have it in them anymore to give or take love. They decide to spend their days in memories.

I am not always like this ,
splurging out deep down feelings , i just had to blog this out

If whoever might not heard of the movie 2012 , is a disaster movie crafts this apocalyptic thriller following the prophecy stated by the ancient Mayan calendar, which says that the world will come to an end on December 21, 2012. When a global cataclysm thrusts the world into chaos, divorced writer and father Jackson Curtis ( John Cusack ) sci-fi joins the race to ensure that humankind is not completely wiped out .

I admit , i cried , throughout the movie .

Even when i watch time traveler's wife too . Family and Love . Who can bear if you lose both of these ? Unless your some heart-less creature . If you think whatever i am typing now are bullshit , you can now kindly fudge off my blog and don't even bothered to come back again . Thank you very much . I wanted to change the tone of this post and people may relate but i didn't want to turn this post into a normal usual daily thingy . So , ditching my shy-ness away and here it goes .

" Mom and dad if you ever read this , i don't say this often . I heart you both a lot . You too silly popiah Anselm .

Ling , Ruby and Mabeline . I will always be there if you need me .

My lesbo sisters at work Catherine , Stephanie and Siaw Feng . I care .

And the whole bunch of college mates bros esp you Joesy , you guys rocks ."

Just incase i don't have any chance to say these before anything happens . Who knows what might happen tomorrow . I am saying this out proud and loud . How bout you ?

signing out , have a nice day peeps