Wednesday, 9 March 2011

I open my lungs to breathe in forgiveness and love

Hello there , today i wont be typing in sense cause my period just came and I'm feeling all melancholy so i don't judge things in a proper state of mind now . I have a whole junks piling up in my constipated brain . Because so many had happen in a blink of an eye , i couldn't chase , snap a finger and its gone the next day . I don't read mind but i know whats going on . The moment that passes and i learnt my lessons , i made mistakes again , giving myself a second chance but making the third mistake , i was plain dumb . I could have been a lil smarter and see it coming , i cannot rewind but i will cherish what I've experience . All i could do is to move on , look forward and all those moments will remain as memories. Everyone lives in regret . I chose not to carry it , I'm letting it go but its harder than algebra and add maths .

I used to stare up in the sky while jogging , blasting my music player , looking up the moon , ignoring cars that passes by just to see the cloud fades into darkness , stars sparkles reminiscing bout the pass and the stars replace by shadows of smokey clouds in the endless unrelenting cycle of time , hoping it would rain and i could cry jogging at the naive mistakes i made . Blaming myself and the world had no other profound meaning to anything anymore . Crying on someone shoulder , spilling over to an ear make no changes . Its only another chapter Ive made . However sadly , life was never fair to start with isn't it ?

Head the other way, back to where I started out
Ask myself if I can turn it all around tonight
And stop living with doubt

Daughtry - Tennessee Line

I'm fine . Don't ask . Night :)

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